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Self harm. Relationships. Alter egos. Eating Disorder. Paranoia.
Rigid control settles the ebb and flow of ache and adolescent angst dancing violently inside her soul.
Her experiment against the hungry male gaze,
Was to deny her body of its inherent sacred feminine divinity.
Swallowing feminine allure was her first pledge at fighting reality.
The inherent fear of childhood rising in her chest,
Rigid control settles the ache dancing inside her soul.
Predator.
Pray.
Innocent.
Testosterone.
A slurred trickle of woven manipulations,
The most eloquent and poetic words spun a satin web.
Her head,
Full of unrest.
Her heart,
Not yet fed.
Her body starving,
To align to a vacant soul.
Succumbing to sickness
Never losing control.
Dates,
Names
Nutrition delegation.
Restriction. Rules. Dietary Regulation.
Forty-five kilograms away from oblivion.
Her mind was penetrated by malignant vibrations.
Crimson Ribbons
