Duality

"Sometimes it feels like there are two contrasting polarities expanding within me. '

One illuminates; the other destroys. 
They are in constant opposition, waging war in my mind, soul, and heart."
Borderline
to Babalon

The other woman. No other woman. Where are the other women like me.

“Those women always seemed like a false character in a mythical fairytale, an illusion. 

No hay banda. 

These women were two-dimensional envelopes, and to me, they always seemed unreal, even as a child. 

As you will begin to learn, infant school was a living hell for me. I acclimatized to how different I was from my same-sex peers and felt dejected and lost. 

I always felt displaced and detached from my peers; like an outsider looking in on another species; from five years old I knew the girls that surrounded me, were somehow different.”

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Borderline to Babalon, 2017